BELATED DESIRE

The heat the hot the pain
The desire; your wants and aspiration
It burns
It burns beyond the bounds

 It came so close; so close

That it sound so loud; so loud

It hits so hard; so hard

Against the heart

Within kept tormenting

It kept insisting

It kept persisting

and keep persuading

That it beats so hard

Just now you desired it

You desire it

Now you wanted it

You wanted it

Just immediately

So close it is; you desired

So beautiful it is; you admired

So precious it is; you cherished

So valuable, so beautiful so wonderful

Yet empty

Empty lies the hope,
the desire and aspirations

WHAT I AM

 Though it scoop through my being

And hurt deep within 

That it claim those hidden

I try not letting it burn beyond my being 

I try to let it be 

I try to allow it all 

Even when allowing it mean so much

I just give all to it

Though it pains deep down 

I try not allowing it pin me down

Though coming in offensive force 

I try not striking back in annoyance first

Well I try to be good

Though much I try not to do

Of cause this brings me struggles

But I try not to be troubled

As I stand to be humbled

I try to let my folly play the game 

Even when it seemed gaining more at me

I try not going their desired way

Though they claimed following the hidden way

And all assume being on the treasure rail

I just let them be those claims of theirs

What  they had desired in their heart 

Hatching their ignorant self out

these I try, and more I try to do; 

trying to try my throws

through the trend of time,

I try to be just what I am

TOGETHER

                        As the future holds

Not for man to decide

May be for us to desire

For we all deserve

If only we are determined

When I look into you

What I see is great future

When I look into you

All I could see is great glory

Memories flashes of years and ages to come

Being like you

Is with a great reward

Being for you

Is with a greater reward

Being with you

Is with the greatest reward

All just in a world of our own

It takes good heads to understand

It takes two of one spirit to unite

It takes our being to be

Just what we desired and deserve

Hold my hands

Common hold my hands

Hold my hands

Let’s go through together

Hold my hands

Let’s walk home together

Hold my hands

Let’s perceive together

Hold my hands

Let’s achieve together

Hold my hands

For much abides for us forever

Together

I say forever

Together not just coming together

Together not just a combination

Together a union

Together a unity of the genuine us

Together with an uncompromising virtue

Together with an unconditional bonding

In the joy of togetherness

Together for one another

One another for each

And each other forever

MR. IF NOT I

You couldn't 
no one would
No one should because 
You wouldn't
You didn't, this means they shouldn't 

`cos you don’t do it, they that did it
Does it not well
It’s not okay; shouldn't be approved
it should be you and you alone

I don’t accept that 
`cos they can’t be trusted
They can’t be trusted
their deeds are but trashes 

Meanings you read into their acts
looming in assumptions

And qualities, unacceptable
a default mental-conscience ideal

you alone know it all
And can do it all

We know it’s all you
for no one is clean enough but you
MR. IF NOT I

WHAT IS LIFE TO YOU?

Do you have the mastery?

Many have come and gone
Stop the time let others settle

why is it obscure?
What are positive effects of life?
What are my contributions in life?
Only few can give good account

Kleenex life style
Attracting all sort of evil
Life is nothing they say
it’s just a matter of fun.

Matured yet that useful state of life
they've not attained.
Conscience -mentality conflict.

Willy-nilly a share from every creature is lifes'
One Man, One life.
Life wasted can never be recovered.
Careless living, careless reward
Be wise, make good use of life

IT'S PAINFUL

Only if it had not come my way

you desired, yet too late

And it stayed to give account

Evidence of the past 

For it once occurred

You said no

No, not because you never want to tell

But you said no

Maybe because it hurts so deep

It's painful you cried

All through the nights you wept

All of its memories flashed

Through the mind it relayed

So you wept

And you went through all alone

Seeking for that comfort

Yet in the valley again

Lonely and alone

It's painful and you said no

No not that you don't desire to

But you can't just explain

STOLEN VIRTUE (2)

If he had never come my way 

Only if he had never come my way

You said

In this life you imagined

Only if I had never known him you desired 

Though he has taken you for a cheap vessel

And has considered you an easy virtue 

Forgive him

Forgive him for things a times comes like this 

Things you never hoped for

Things you never prayed for

Things you never prepared for

Things that hurts so deep

Things that snatches away

Away the very surviving treasure of your being

Let the feature of the past

Inflicts not thy future

Let the past be gone

Let that process fade away

Forgive thy self now

And set thy self free today

STOLEN VIRTUE (1)

They’ve all turned against me

All loved and hoped ones

Seemed not to understand me

They don’t really understand my feelings

He has really hurt me deep

He has hurt me so deep 

He has stolen my pride away 

And has replaced it with pains and tears

Will I ever forgive you?

Will I ever desire a good home for you? 

Will I ever hope a long life for you? 

You hurt me deep

You’ve cheated me so much 

You’ve driven and scared my vision away

Though the nights fades away

The morning comes with new hopes

All I desire is my pride again

All I’ve been asking for is my virtue 

O! Please my virtues

Will I ever come across this values again?

Give me my pride

Give me my honor

Give me my treasure 

Give me the salt of my home…

MY AIM

Call it fame 

Call it name

Call it a gain from my pains

It was to be chained

And was to be renamed 

Not if I had remained

But I still maintained

And for this I'm sustained

I have all through retain

What I have actually obtained 

And still for sure I will attain

This is my aim

Though it takes pain 

But surely I will regain

For I still remain

MEASURE UP

Measure up!
Measure up!
Measure up to expectation.

promotion without an examination;
It’s a mission without a provision.
Taking an action or a reaction;
Friction invades the motion.

Can you accomplish your mission?
When the revelation is hidden in the vision?
A vision powered in ambition.
Ambition found in Reasons.

Reasons in Existing.
Existing in Surprises.
Surprises a Treasure.
Treasure without measure.

keeping sure.
Making sure.
Measure up to expectation.

GOD BLESS MOTHERS

What is like a Mother?

Denied yourself pleasure

For your beloved child to leisure

Holding me in your bosom

Shielding me from pressures

Lessons from you can't be measured

You rejoiced with me

All you beard with me

Down in pains

Freedom you spear for me

Crying all day long

Praying your child survives

Never forget those shocking steps

In the thunderous rain

Through the darkest of nights

Seeking your child to survive

Invalid your efforts can't be O mother!

Wish I could show my exact appreciation better

But never fail I to say GOD BLESS MOTHERS

BE-FRIEND TIME

Doing the unusual
Walking into the past
Many things to do back there
Reversing the time
Correcting the wrongs

What a thing unimaginable
Consistence continues and spontaneously it goes.
Not offended, obstructed, deflected, attracted, diverted or distracted.
Miserably, horribly; in disguise, age come to play
As seconds grows into years


We need more time they say
From who, I ask
To redeem then past.
Progressively, irreversibly it moves
Taking no friend along

Like the blind in the market of life
Trading your goods
With the strict supervision of mans' enemy
The vigilant eye of THE TIME

Like people knowing not what the future holds,
But hope for a bright one
Applying all acquired experience,
Praying for divine guidance
Frustrating all opposition
In trading for a profit

Watch out, it shouts
No time wasting
Time is treasure, time is priceless
Good time management;
A great altitude in life
Why waiting, go on Befriend Time

RECESSIVE DOMINION

Carried away
Afar in thoughts
Tied by thoughts
Toughened by life

Can’t say no
Can’t calm it off
Inner wrath unleashed
But mother earth
So unkind to him

Oppressed; inflicted 
Faking in opinions
Decisions all subjected
Frustrated in race
A race retraced

Fear troops in piece
In part snatch the peace 
A glance at the past
Through the lent of days
Reflections fade away 

Pains within
Dying within
Without looks for hidden
Tears roll down like the river flow
Pouring out from the innermost
Just if my steps could be found again

LIFE IS A PROCESS

Life is about processes
Those prepared for 
And those carelessly invited

Life involves path 
Routes and ways 
All through abides huddles
All a process

Though may be called problems
At times situations 
But I call this a process

The process of molding
Carving out the original of you 
Sooner a perfect being emerges

All these; just a process
A process all we go through
Call it not problem but a process

A process to be established
A process; a way of the achiever 
A process; processing you progress
And such is life; a process

O! Treasure

A treasure he so much cherished
The best of all his treasures
That he laid his best for it 
Investing so much for it 

Though desiring no more than this 
A pleasure of its adored appearance 
At a glance the overwhelming joy engulfs his face
A treasure for me he said

This He imagined of a treasure
Such of which was hidden 
Amidst the formless cherished features
In the endowed thick of darkness 

At His desire forms came into being 
Being of treasures
But treasure from a graceful abode  
Sold itself off

Now filled with pain 
The chain of thoughts 
Roped in shame

And ridiculed in fame

Talk about the aims
How about the pride
All of the investment 
the love and care

O! Treasure
He called back 
Yet, away amidst the den of pleasure 
Treasure lays thinking she merry

LET TOMORROW COUNT

 Yesterday’s dream

Today’s hope

Tomorrow's reality

Ability with responsibility

Straight for adversity
Seeking for a fallen at pleasant places
The boundary line of our greatness

Let tomorrow count
The cry; cry of the hopeful Hoping for victory
No victory comes easy, man
The battle of a warrior
An uncompromising faith for victory 

Let tomorrow count
Let not my dream fade away
Let my tomorrow count
Let not me waste away

A temporary dish of pleasure 
Fest of the unfocused
Seeking for the bed of roses
Wanting it so cheaply
Easily, for a dish never worked for

Fear; an enemy

A kinsman of doubt and unbelief
Yesterday's fear
Today’s affliction
Tomorrow’s defeat 

Study and learn thyself friend 

Spend thyself, give light to the world

Manage thyself, realize who you are

Realize and actualize thyself

Actualize and be fulfilled, man

Let tomorrow count

Especially in what you do today